I wake up every morning,
to your sweet smile,
your glittering eyes
It's no lie.
And I smile with glee,
I'm so happy.
You're here with me.
I smile,
when I think
of you smiling.
I cry,
when I think
of you crying.
I die,
when I think
of you dying.
It's painful,
yet beautiful.
It's painful,
yet beautiful.
It's love.
Baby, it's love.
I look beside me.
And you're right there.
We're perfect pair.
No matter where.
Babe, you're right there.
And I know it's true.
I'm in love with you.
You feel it too.
I smile,
when I think
of you smiling.
I cry,
when I think
of you crying.
I die,
when I think
of you dying.
It'
And the pain that seems everlasting
will recede. If you let it.
You'll heal completely.
Fixing your blackened heart.
Nursing your broken wings.
Wielding the pieces of the puzzle
together, sewing the torn holes.
Mending your exposed soul.
Generating warmth to the
once cold and empty void.
Scarring my bruised heart by flawed-3design, literature
Literature
Scarring my bruised heart
Bordering on the two.
I've crossed that line.
I'm far from it.
If ridicule is
what I get,
is it neccessarily
what I deserve?
I sit quietly
not uttering a word.
Yet you can never
be satisfied with
scarring my already
bruised heart.
Too much fun
to pass up.
Forever?
Eternity?
It all means
NOTHING!
Just empty
promises.
Attractive lies.
My gullability
is what
surprises me.
Not my brain,
not my heart.
No, it was
all for the
surface.
My knight in
shining armor.
King of the
superficial.
I cheated myself
So you could win
With your charm,
You reeled me in
Now I'm lost
What should I do?
Is it me or
Is it you?
I cheated myself
And you've won
It just began
But now it's gone
The spark we once had
Fades away
You strive on control
And I obey
I cheated myself
Now we part
I've lost my mind
For my heart
Oh how I dream:
How I dream of love
Loving another so much
Our hearts become one
Depending on someone
And someone depending on me
Oh how I dream
How I dream of
Trusting someone with my life
Merging with another being
So that our feelings never differ
When I am happy so are you
When I am sad you are too
Without the other there is none
Tied together by the
Strings of love
If you die then I
Die with
YOU
But our love will never end
For we will meet in the next life
And pick up where we left off
Beca
I know how it feels
To Drown
To drown in the sorrow
The self pity, the hate
To drown in the darkness
Never seeing light again
I know how it feels
To Drown
Insecurities make you blind by flawed-3design, literature
Literature
Insecurities make you blind
Im dumb.
Im shy.
Im ugly.
Im fat.
These are the thoughts
that go through her mind
everytime she looks
in the mirror.
She comes to school
puts on a smile
and everyone
believes her,
You don't.
You see through it.
You know everyone
thinks the opposite.
You want her to see
what others see.
You want her to say
what others say:
She's intelligent.
She's kind.
She's beautiful.
She's great.
You see through
her smile
You see it
in her eyes.
She is not
happy.
How can you fix her
broken soul?
You can't.
You can only say
what others say.
You are intelligent.
You are kind.
You are beautiful.
You are great.
She
People aren't always
who you think they are
They pretend to like
you and what you do
Then they turn around
and tell others how clingy
and annoying you are but
you continue talking with them
You thought...
Well you thought wrong
Not everyone is as nice
as you, they just aren't
You will learn sooner
or later that this world
is a tough one
Don't be so gullible next time
Because no one can be trusted
but me, for I will always
rule you and you will
listen to me and only me
I am your mind, I
tell you what to do
and you listen
I am your master
No one can ever succeed me
I will always control you
for you are too kind
Ho
Chocolate, candy
What comes to mind?
Love, delicious
Addictive, tasty
School, Jobs
What do you find?
Need, teachers
Work, experience
Friends, Family
Can't you see?
Trust, success
Hope, help
You, me
Can't we just be?
Together, honest
Happy, inseparable
What comes to mind?
We're in love
What do you find?
We need each other
Can't you see?
I trust you
Can't we just be?
Together forever
Take me away
Away for a while
Away from the violence
Away from this hell
Away from the bottom of the well
Take me away
Away for a moment
Away from the backstabbing
Away from the mistrust
Away from the fuss
Take me away
Away for a minute
Away from the darkness
Away from the shadows
Away from where I hang at the gallows
Take me away
Away for a second
Away from my grief
Away from myself
Away from this cell
I know how it feels
To Drown
To drown in the sorrow
The self pity, the hate
To drown in the darkness
Never seeing light again
I know how it feels
To Drown
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But Ive learned
How to swim
Back up to
the top
How to breathe again
How to feel again
How to be again
He said, "I'll be waiting."
In that low but soft voice of his, he told me that he would still be here waiting. And I couldn't help but cry, as I walked out of his life. He was the first one who actually loved me. He didn't care about my flaws, he wouldn't ever think of hurting me. But I had to go and ruin everything when it was so perfect. I would never be with an honest, gentle man. For I always had to be the victim, pushed around and beaten.
I didn't deserve someone like him, yet I still yearned for him. I was punishing both myself and him. Why I was doing this, is a question I cannot answer. But I knew he was lying, he w
Current Residence: TORONTO Favourite genre of music: Everything-ish Operating System: Windows XP MP3 player of choice: my lovely and beautiful iPod (xP how can an iPod be beautiful?) seeing this saddens me! I LOST IT!=[ Wallpaper of choice: striped Skin of choice: Mine Favourite cartoon character: Oscar Proud Personal Quote: To err is human; to forgive, divine. If it happens; it was never a dream.
Favourite Visual Artist
that dude
Favourite Movies
In Pursuit of Happyness, Dead Poets Society, Nana... and movies that make me cry... =]
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
you know... those guys...
Favourite Writers
I'm sorry devArt but FP (fictionpress) owns you bigtime in the writing department.
Favourite Games
not sure...
Favourite Gaming Platform
Xbox 360
Tools of the Trade
PENCIL OR PEN
Other Interests
singing, writing, reading, smiling, having fun, thinking
1. First thing you wash in the shower?
Upper body...?
2. What color is your favorite hoodie?
Blue.
3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Haven't kissed anyone on the lips, on the cheek though... yeah I would
4.Do you plan outfits?
Nope.
5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?
Anxious.
7. Do you say AIM or A-I-M?
Never said it before... but I'd say AIM.
8. Tell me about the dream you remember having last night?
I don't have dreams but I'm told it's just that I can't remember... so can't tell you.
10. What are you craving right now?
Someone to finish all of my homework for me.
11. Do you floss?
Once in a while. xD
12.
Ok. You know how I said I'd come on devART only when I was bored or procastinating... Well right now I'm procastinating I don't know why though, I really shouldn't be because it's like 10:30. Anyway, here a bunch of stupid test things. Yeah, they're really stupid but fun to do so yeah, here they are. READ THEM. Or steal them if you want to, cause like I said... you can label yourself that way. Your music, your category or your richness. Haha. DON'T believe in it, it means nothing. Seriously. Oh yeah. =D Ok Dokey. Bye bye. Ok.
Here they are:
ALTERNATIVE:
[x] Breaking Benjamin
[x] Paramore
[x] Panic! At The Disco
[x] Linkin Park
[x] Th
So.. you know how I said I'd try and pass math..
about that.
xD I didn't pass, not even close actually.
I'm pretty optimistic this semester though, I'm taking it again for the second time and my teacher rocks. He won't even LET any of us fail. He said that exactly. If any of us goes below 70, he'll be on our backs for like EVER. That's more than I can say about my old teacher. So yeah, I'm doing ok in that class so I've got to continue doing every assignment, homework etc and I'm cool. So yeah.. XD AGAIN>.>
I don't write poems anymore.. I didn't even know what I was doing writing them before, I won't take them down but I don't really lik